THOUGHTS!

THOUGHTS!

I believed to be experiencing two types of grief! One a very common type, something where the world is able to grieve with me…carried by a devastated cause like death and loss, it is expressible as the world readily accepts it! Devastating but something I feel I can get over with a bit of support
....on the other had there’s this different type of sadness and much worse I would say as.... It is not a topic where I can expect people to stand with me...as this grief carries its root in self-failure ...the whole problem itself can be solved only by self maybe with external influence... (.but with my case I don't think that outside pressure works anymore...it did sometime before ...but now I seem to feel like i've crossed the limit of yielding to it!)
...im unable to judge this second type of depression that has gripped me...I cannot make out what the specific reason as to why im so confused...neither have I come up with a solution to it...but how can I expect myself to come with a solution to problem I have hardly understand!