-Naked Thoughts-

...JAin cOllge iStyLE!!

2008-01-18T22:00:00.000+05:30

You would be surprised when you visit Jain College, vv puram for the first time. The various colors, sounds and scenarios will leave you wondering if u lost your way and ended up in a freak show!..

~the first thing that catches your eye would have to be the variety of amusing clothes people wear. PINK pants and BLUE shirts, ORANGE handbags and hideous BROWN glares. (Seriously such exotic clothing deserves to be displayed in a museum.)

~there exists two types of classrooms when your in college. The choice is yours ....you can either go through the corridors ,end up in a class full of nerds and listen to (grammar
lacking ) lectures. OR.... you could enjoy the road show from our own SMV classroom (situated in a perfect corner of the road) with comfortable seating ,non stop food and entertainment

~talking bout ROAD SHOW...WHEELES and STOPIES, DRAGS and JTURNS the usual stuff ....occasionally we also get to see some racing!..

~oh and THE MOB FIGHTS......KIRIKS as we call em...
happen for many reason...
u might get beaten up for talking bad about the dons!
Or u might get beaten up for eyeing on a girl, when someone else more powerful[:P] wants her!
Or even sometimes you may just get beaten up for no particular reason!
Its all about the PULL baby!!

~there are many places you can loose self.....
LL.... for people in luv and choose to express them self in a park!..(duh get a life)[:p]
the every popular aunties....(no coments!)
uk and cc....for sum decent food and
the every full never used BUS STAND...
ofcourse SMV!..

~and how could I fgt....the beggars who come with god photos and snakes and babies...
sometimes u seriously feel sympathetic and yield to their act....
but it’s the weirdest when women come beg with WHIPS!...
the best part is when they curse u!(....wat the hell!!!)....

All said and done,
Jain college is just pure fun!;)

the ReLiGiOn of GOD!!

2007-10-18T23:21:00.000+05:30

A tear eyed mother watches her son battle for his life, as she looks up to the doctor for a sign of hope he shares with her a common belief “now...” he says, “its all in God’s hands”. On any big day, like an examination or interview ,after we feel we have reached our limit of attempt we look up to an unknown power of god who we believe is with us in everything. A source of encouragement, love, courage, strength, hope, guidance is what we find in god.
But then who or what is this god?? Is it some kind of superior being controlling all of us or a state of mind achieved by those only learned??
I believe in either. God to me is nothing more than myself. It would be untrue if I say god is in us...instead I choose to say god is us
The life with in us, the actions we do, the love that exists between us is what defines god to me.
But as humans, I believe we have never had the courage to act upon our on accord...we have always and will always need a controlling, motivating force to lead us forward and help us distinguish between the so called right and wrong. This is why we created god...to ease our burdens and always feel assured against loneliness.
The Rig Veda, the first of the four Vedas in its creation hymn (nasadiya) 10.129 raises an unanswerable question about the coming of this universe.
It quotes “who really knows? Who will proclaim it? Whence was it produced? Whence is this creation? The gods came afterwards, with the creation of this universe. Who then knows whence it has arisen?
Whence this creation has arisen-perhaps it formed itself, or perhaps it did not- the one who looks down on it, in the highest heaven, only knows- or perhaps he does not know either.”
The last line of this paradox verse completely mortifies me. It questions the existence of not only god but also of the universe.

As a conclusion I would like to talk about life without god!
Now thousands of lives have been lost in wars between people of different faith. The thought of man slaughter in the name of holiness, I believe, would not appeal to any god!
But then why do we continue to bring differences where there are none? ... If only we could accept the truth and lead a more peaceful life.
But on a contradicting side, a thought came to me when I witnessed an incident in my life.
A person very close to me who had lost everything and was leading a lonely life cried out her sorrows to me. At the end when as I comforted her...she told me something that got me thinking she would never be lonely she said...when she could trust in god, he would give her the strength to move forward.
This is what made me realize how many people are living strongly and living only on faith. If to convince them that there most prized possession is falsity it would be like taking away from them their whole life. We have created everything to live on... we created our own path, our own life and most importantly our own reason to live. We created god to help us in each step, a creation that is both holding our lives together and destroying so many other things. At the end of it we just cultivated a movement so strong ....that being the Religion of GOD!!

Funeral LOVE!!

2007-10-08T22:13:00.000+05:30

I have a thing for u he said....my heart racing completely hoping it was something big and yes indeed it was, a big box of my favorite chocolates. What more could I ask for, I was enjoying myself in a funeral, spending lost days with people I hardly knew and most importantly eating chocolates like a pig.
This was my trip with Mitch....he was everything I was, confused, free and just as normal.
It was like I waited just for him all these years… and the waiting had paid off.

On all the fortunate four days we spent together, we followed an unorganized routine. It looked like we needed too jump from one place to another just to stay alive; he showed me the river uptown and the long road leading completely nowhere. We danced to Elton john’s best music, and waited for the sun to go down, just so that we could stare into each others eyes endlessly. We were so stuck on to each other that I completely forgot I was in a funeral, and what made things more complicated was when we had to say our goodbyes.

On the final day, the we all stood up to honor the dead soul, and this, was when the mother who had lost her son got up saying things that were completely contradicting to the usual funeral speech. There were others, of course, who talked about how young we lost him and how much of a person he was. But the mother’s speech was very different and heartfelt too. It was not just sorrow or remorse that she showed, but something much more wonderful...
Her words were filled with melancholy, acceptance and love.
She told us that after her son died, she had done a couple of things he had always wanted…she learnt to tap dance, bought new clothes and more importantly went sober.

And it was at this instant that Mitch left me. He dint even kiss goodbye. But he left me with something more. A thought accrued to me in the midst of these crying people, it was not the success or money or power that lives after us... It was the love...the simplicity of these small things is what makes memories. Death is nothing in front of the life within us.
We live on...just like everything else, in the love around us.

This was Mitch’s funeral…his love I will cherish forever!

2007-10-08T21:31:00.000+05:30

The 2004 Karnataka State Legislative Assembly, in numbers....

BJP -----79
Congress -----65
JD(S) -----57
JD(U) -----05
Other minor parties -----19

Required strength to form majority --------113!

A familiar sight, with no clear cut majority the major parties formed coalition governments which as we all know have failed successfully. The present situation is a confusing one....After BJP decided to withdraw there support to the JD(S), the political scene in Karnataka is in mayhem.
The governor may ask Kumarswamy to prove majority on the floor of the house within the next few days. If Kumarswamy fails to do so then BJP, which happens to be the single largest party will be asked they can mobilize the number required.
If this fails to happen then the congress maybe called in.
If all possibilities are exhausted, then the governor has no choice but to impose president’s rule!!..
Now look at that...just few months ago we witnessed the 1 year anniversary of a successful coalition and the tables seemed to have turned around in a blink of an eye. There is no way that the congress would join hands with BJP as they claim the opposition to be communal minded! With so much of political drama....where on earth does development and welfare have any time!
And these are the people who we consider as leaders...they whom we have trust to lead our country forward into the 21st century.
Family drama, the modern day divide and rule policy, bass less accusation and moreover corruption is what the youth would associate politics with. We may have thousands of children dreaming to become doctors and engineers and thousands more waiting to escape this country all together....but tell me how many children you see who aspire to take our nation forward in politics and general welfare. That is just due to the rotten few apples in politics how have spoilt the lot.
We must move forward and open our eyes to the falsity around us. It is in our hands and ours alone to make a difference. Cause we deserve much better!

2007-09-04T00:40:00.000+05:30

Strings of melody,
Cradle of harmony,
compelling note lures
With irresistible yearn
Like a flowers caressing petals
And an angels touch,
the music exhales,
leading the way to wonderland...

embracing with utter despair,
tempting my lonely heart
cry, cry on my melody!
With passion and solitude
Viola ...I submit to thy!

2007-09-04T00:16:00.000+05:30

'NO im scared..i wont go to school...the kids there say ill go to hell cause i have two mommies...they say its written in the bible.........'

homosexuality

brand it??....or accepct it??

leave ur comment...

deToUR TO the PoliCE Station!!

2007-06-09T15:44:00.000+05:30

.....sounds weird eh?..does to me too!..neway im still happy with what i did!!..

i was eating panipuri at my usal stall in jayanagar, releshing my fav cusine..n i see this police constable hiding under his larger than life uniform!..the police guy stood a few steps away from the chat stall n gave a so called 'demanding' look to the chat vendor...instantly the vendor ran upto him n handed over rs 5!!..me being inquisitive as always couldnt shut my mouth n asked the panipuri walla why he gave the police money!?..since all these footpath stalls were not legal the local police let them do buisness only if a certain sum of money was garunteed to them!!

It was 9.30 at this time..n i donno how but freakish ideas suddenly creeped into my mind!i knew i wouldt be able sleep without doing something about this!!:P..i walked fast crossing my house and went directly to the police station!.
ok i accepct i had no clue what i was going in there for but since i had a 'good feeling' about it i just didnt bother looking back!..so i went in and narrated what i had seen earlier to the police head incharge!..he was very suprised i could see, to first of all hear such a complaint coming from a 16year old..that too at 9.30 in the night!.. so i continued my conversation and asked him why this was being done..and also asked whether the money collected was going to the state or was just personal buisness..as i had expected it was obviously just personal transaction!..so at last ending a conversation that made no sense i thanked police there and set home at last!..this was a adventure by itself..though not yet over!!!

mArIVerE

2007-06-08T17:17:00.001+05:30

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I was just searching for some music to put into my blog. n quite afterwards i realised that instead of putting in coldplay,creed or maiden or something that, i might as well show some difference by posting music which i enjoy more!..i mean its not like i dont love western music...its just carnatic music is in my blood n naturally means more to me!!..
so dis is a violin track by my dAD n uncle!...s0 go ahead n lsnt..

THOUGHTS!

2007-05-29T16:13:00.000+05:30

THOUGHTS!

I believed to be experiencing two types of grief! One a very common type, something where the world is able to grieve with me…carried by a devastated cause like death and loss, it is expressible as the world readily accepts it! Devastating but something I feel I can get over with a bit of support
....on the other had there’s this different type of sadness and much worse I would say as.... It is not a topic where I can expect people to stand with me...as this grief carries its root in self-failure ...the whole problem itself can be solved only by self maybe with external influence... (.but with my case I don't think that outside pressure works anymore...it did sometime before ...but now I seem to feel like i've crossed the limit of yielding to it!)
...im unable to judge this second type of depression that has gripped me...I cannot make out what the specific reason as to why im so confused...neither have I come up with a solution to it...but how can I expect myself to come with a solution to problem I have hardly understand!

2007-05-29T01:02:00.000+05:30

CASTE….???

The 21 century brings with it many changes…certain changes which are easily accepted by the society and certain others which are just above the mental comfort zone.
The caste system, being one of the important social barriers India has faced, has been perceived in different ways by different generations through centuries.
Like say to our grandparents, the need for caste is just “unexplainable”. It is something that our ancestors have been following and following such traditions is jus the matter of being true to our ancestry. While the older generation would say that, the more previous one would think a step further in understanding that no conclusion would be reached without reason behind it, they half mindedly have agreed that concept of caste system was done as people varied in their capabilities to respect and understand certain cultural actions…what I do not understand is how such minor differences have bought such major divisions among us. The culture that one should show should be imbibed in him or her through encounters in life. What is this culture that Im talking about, it’s not the religious aspect of life, culture is defined in the smaller aspects of life, like for instance the courtesy to acknowledge someone’s need, or mannerisms. Such type of cultural differences has led us to look at others in a different eye.
Just because my friend’s parents do not show the same level of background as my parents do. .does it mean I look at my friend in a different way? If people in my class eat different food or talk with a different accent, follow different traditions or if their parents are of completely different thinking does it make a difference to me? Or to the relationship with my friend? Ofcourse not.
It’s the 21 century, a generation to which caste is just a mere word, something we read about in our history textbook. It means nothing to us more than a mere phrase in history.
But ofcourse I can not deny that this discrimination is all around us ….but our eyes are shut to it, by our elders, elders who talk about improving our society and extinguishing social barriers...the same elders who turn their face to people who they consider lower to them. Lower to them in what way..Caste!?. I believe that a person should be measured not by his parentage nor his actions related to his ancestry but by his views, achievements, practicality, and moreover truthful thinking. We are born only as mere humans; it is our struggle to be a person that defines us... it does not matter about the type of clay used to make a vase that is important but how well it is polished to make it look beautiful.